[He never gave up trying to push through, just to taunt her in ways. And there was this part of him that just wanted, no needed, to see her. Small a part as it was it wasn't Kylo reaching out in those moments, but Ben. The boy he used to be before everything fell apart in his world.
He hadn't seen the betrayal coming but should have expected it.Oh he vowed he would make Hux pay, no matter what. He hadn't realized he was reaching for her so strongly, but deep down he had wanted to glance at her one last time. He saw her, and then fell back closing his eyes. Did he expect her to come for him? No in the least.
He was weak, mind foggy with his blood loss, so when he saw that blasted ship of his father's in the sky? Well, he thought it was some cruel joke in death, poking at the deep down regret and shame he felt. He closed his eyes to try and push it away, but they opened again because he could feel her. Rey. She was close.]
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Date: 2017-12-21 01:23 am (UTC)He hadn't seen the betrayal coming but should have expected it.Oh he vowed he would make Hux pay, no matter what. He hadn't realized he was reaching for her so strongly, but deep down he had wanted to glance at her one last time. He saw her, and then fell back closing his eyes. Did he expect her to come for him? No in the least.
He was weak, mind foggy with his blood loss, so when he saw that blasted ship of his father's in the sky? Well, he thought it was some cruel joke in death, poking at the deep down regret and shame he felt. He closed his eyes to try and push it away, but they opened again because he could feel her. Rey. She was close.]